Monday 20th July 2020 Day 118 7.45 Usual thing, awake on and off and then the deep sleep just after I have decided to get up. Why do I feel so guilty if I’m not
Thursday 16th July 2020 Day 114 6.30 The alarm rings because I forgot to stop it from yesterday when I needed to get up early. I don’t get up straight away because I have been
Thursday 15th July 2020 Day 113 6.30 My alarm rings, I need to be up early today. Any other day I would be awake by now but of course when I actually need to get
Wednesday 15th July 2020 Day 113 Today we will go through the buttercup field. Last time we went the grass was high but this time it has all been cut down for hay. There has
Tuesday 14th July 2020 Day 112 14.30 A text from Mat to say She, (is it sexist to call boats and cars ‘she’ these days!?) is now back in the water and all looking good,
Monday 13th July 2020 Day 111 7.00 The first word that comes to mind on waking is Dentist! I have an appointment this morning and I feel nervous about it. It is only for a
Friday 10th July 2020 Day 108 7.30 Made myself lie in for a bit longer this morning after a slightly better night’s sleep. The weather is looking hopeful for our beach barbecue later. Bed change
Thursday 9th July Day 107 4.30 Why is it only at night that some stupid thought comes into your mind, often petty but nags and nags away at you until sleep is just hopeless. I
Wednesday 8th July Day 106 7.30 No bright sunlight today, gloomy, grey and raining, the only good thing is that there won’t be any need to water the pots tonight. 9.30 What a morning, I
Tuesday 7th July Day 105 7.00 The sun is streaming through the window and I am more than ready to get up. Worry is not ready to get up and refuses to budge, she’s obviously
